i seriously need to pull up my sock now, the trial exam is coming… but i’m so busy with so many stuffs… haihz… can’t they just wait 4 a sec…? let me breathe……….

Erghh, i write tooo many things about study. But hey, this is what u always think about when u’re being a student. Or, at least what u should think about… Durh~ 

But there’s always one person i always think about.. Always on my mind.. Always make me forget about the problems i’m facing, and the fact that i have to face it everyday, and it always gets harder each time…. I thanked God for his existence in my life.. I’ve never been happier with anyone else..

I have to admit, i was always such an independant person. I rely a lot on myself, & I stand up for myself.. Since i’m the only daughter in my family, i used to be a lil bit boyish.. I used to wrestle with my brothers ( i only have two brothers, one younger & one older), playfully tried to choke one of them with pillow & tickled them.. It was really fun… I can’t forget how i laughed so much in my childhood years.. & I too was such a rebel.. I remember how i fought with my parents for my freedom, just to hang-out with friends.. I remember how i was such a trouble at school, the HEM(vice principal of students affair) used to call my mum to go to the office because i was misbehaving ( the misbehaving thing is secret ;] ). I punched a boy at his chest because he was calling me names. I was in standard one. I wasn’t like the other girls, always just cry if the boys call them names.. That’s to me, so weak. I just think that besides telling their parents about that, they should fight for their own self. I was always an aggressive & extrovert kinda girl. So the boys liked to pick on me because they just knew that i will respon & fight back. They were just soo wroongg… Haha! I was baadd.. Almost threw a chair at one boi who tripped me till i fell down. Man, that was just too rude, & he just went over my limit.. I exploded! Seriously!  Can u imagine, one girl fight against the whole batch of form 2 boys…? I had no fear, all i had is rage.. & the boy who ‘cari pasal’ with me, mmg kne fire habis & i almost threw a chair at him. I ‘almost’ because my girls just tahan me from doing that, they were scared that i might be sent to the HEM’s office, again.. LOL.. In school years, up until i got the offer to go to a girls boarding school, i was trouble. It’s FUN u’know, u’re the rebel but u’re also one of the brainiac..  The teachers just can’t really say anything about u, i never been disrespectful to the teachers, anyway… I miss my school years… In the boarding school, i learned another things, that i’ll never be able to learn if i havent entered the school. It changed me to a better person. I’m more mature in handling stuffs.. I’ve learned a lot..

okay, i’m bored of typing.. my wrist hurt from the dance class just now.. Tata & Nighty Nitee~~