April 19, 2008

take a bow, get out of the stage….

Posted in Experience, girly girl, the confession, What the....? at 4:44 pm by anne

the title has something to do with my new fav song.. From Leona Lewis… 😉

Yesterday, i had this Chemistry Practical Trial Exam.. Everything went fine, except the part which i have to do the titration & i messed it up. I got the wrong reading.. When Ms Nalina checked my reading, she told me to repeat it. I repeatd twice, still i got the same reading. When she do the titration for me, she got the right one. I was like, how the hell did she get that reading….??   Mayb i was wrong at observing the end-point of the titration… Holy shit~!  I always got the right one before this, okayy….? But i admit, it’s quite hard to see the end-point of the titraton using the Phenolphtalein Indicator… It turns from Colourless—>Light Purple… The light purple is easily oxidised by oxygen in air, so it will turn to colorless again after u get the right one.. So, there i got it, the errors in titration… Huhu~

 this the apparatus..

So I went shopping the other day… Hang-out and all… We watched “Definitely Mayb”.. It’s interesting.. I forgot already who were the casts but there was this Abigail kid, she’s cute.. 🙂  

In the movie, there was this girl that has always been the bestfriend of this guy, & it took so many years for this guy to realize that she has been always there for him and that she’s the One for him. He was always with a ring to propose to someone else u’know…
This girl was already in love with him and she had a boyfriend and how she felt that there’s always something missing with the guys she dated… 
In the movie, the storyline is told by the father(this guy) to his daughter… He even got married before he realized it.. Tell me about how clueless some guys can be.. Really…. It’s annoying.. But, the ending was a Happy Ending.. I was satisfied… 🙂

Oh, and one more thing, This Girl, she has so many collection of Jane Eyre just because her father presented one before he died and she lost the book. So, everytime she passed by a bookstore, she would try to look for the book that her father gave to her.. So, she would just buy the Jane Eyre books which have a special dedication to someone in it.. The dedication means a lot to someone.  It contains some words which maybe emotional, full of wisdom and so on and so forth… I think somehow the dedications make any second-hand book, valuable…

I remmbered something, I have one Jane Eyre tooo~~ 🙂  My Bro gave it to me for my birthday & just before i got the SPM results.. I don’t really like to read lar… Seriously.. I don’t really read much, especially those crappy book like Shopaholic or whatever la… People said, U are what u read.. I guess it can be true… My bro have soo much Donald Trumps’ book and i know he spent a lot on books.. He is planning to be one heck of a businessman… 😉 And my friend tim, she reads too much of that Gossip Girl, or Shopaholic or whatever, until she even started to sound like one of those bimbo.. haha! For me, i just think that i should spend more on other things, like clothes and everything.. Mayb that’s why they said that i’m soo different from my brother… Hehe!

I havent read much of the book, mayb this is the cause…..{???} —->

Hurm….. i wanna take a nap… hehe… taaa~

 

April 15, 2008

:X

Posted in girly girl, What the....? at 10:52 pm by anne

I was browsing through the net as usual…

Don’t have anything to do…. Mayb i should do math exercises but naaah, not now… Mayb Later.. 

a night of chronic boredom…. How pathetic… 😦

Now lemme comment on these celebrities.. Thumbs UP, or DOWN…??

First, Rihanna.. Everyone knows that this small town girl made it Big in Hollywood.. Now, what she put on for the “ORANGE carpet” during Nickelodean Kids Award is something… erm… I mean, what’s with the corset…?? I know that mayb they think it’s cute, but a loose pants doesn’t give the look, u’knoww… It just doesn’t match.. Mayb something tight will do… Skinny pants are HOT now… 🙂 Mayb u should try that rihanna….& I just don’t like her hair laaaa… Looks like… ermm neverminndd.. 

He’s adoorable~~~  Aww~~~ 😉  He looked totally fine… His duet with Jordin is also one of my favs.. “No air, no air……”. 😉 During ‘Idol Gives Back’, he performed with Jordin & i think they only sounded good together but not that good performing together.. I don’t think the chemistry was there… I mean, i can see that Jordin was the only one reaching out to him while singing, while he was just singing and looking at her… I thought it was funny…{?????}  I think mayb Chris was just nervous when performing without dancing.. We’ve all seen his dance moves…. It’s booty-shakinn’, if u know what i’m sayin’.. 😉

Her tube-dress is so cute! And i adore the striking orange wedges… 😉  They said that she’s pregnant… [????] The fiancee Pete Wentz from Fall-out boy is kinda okay-looking…. 🙂

Jamie Lynn Spears with boyfriend Casey Aldridge while celebrating 17th birthday.. She’s 17 and pregnant… Like, “Hellloooo… ever heard of the word ‘condom’…??”  ;p. Okay, that’s mean.. haha.. But really… teenagers nowadays just plain stupid. I know that they think it’s okay in hollywood, but i know it’s not okay here… I think these young celebrities just too caught up in the lifestyle of young, rich & famous.. Well, just mayb they should know better…. {????}

Avril’s cute pose for the red carpet… OMG, she looked soo cute… But yet, i’m speechless… haha! She always come out as a bit different & i just love thattt… I’ve been her fan since ever!

Spiderman’s Girlfriend ready to be saved….? haha!

No comment on their apparels but to me I love Rascal Flatt’s ‘What Hurts The Most’… It’s tear-jerking for me back then… huhu!

Love her, love her acting in ‘Ugly Betty’… I think she looks nice although she’s not as skinny as the others.. 🙂  Go Ferrera~

She looks fabulous.. I’ve always thought she’s very pretty… Love the colour of the dress… 😉 It’s Raspberry….{?????}  Thumbs up forreal~!!

Last but definitely not least, Miley Cyrus.. I think she’s cute! Can u believe it she’s only 15…?? BTW, the haltered-neck dress looks elegant on her… Thumbs up for sure~!!

 

OOkayyy,….. 😉  Till then (till i have the mood to criticise again)…….. Taa~~

wee~~

Posted in the confession, What the....? at 7:46 pm by anne

Writing paper for all the subjects are officially ended today.  I AM HAPPY.. 🙂

Still, i have to take the practical test for Chemistry & Physics… I think Chemistry Practical is fun… 🙂 Physics…….. erm………..

I’m looking forward 4 tomorrow… 🙂 Will be out with friends after exam… We have no class tomorrow… wee~~~~   A few things planned already….. Gonna be funn…. 😀

I met a friend on friendster a few days ago… I’m talking about a very long-lost friend here… I was in the same class with him during my standard 5 and 6… I wasn’t in the same class with him before because i’m a ‘leap-class’ student (budak lompat) ;p. So, yea.. i am younger WHATSOEVER i-don’t-think-it-makes-any-difference… BTW, i’m only one year younger whaat… 🙂   After we finished primary school, i dunno where he went to for high school… And i don’t think i cared enough to find out.. haha!

When i met him earlier, i just straight away recognized his face.. So, i just approved him & we just exchanged comments & all… I thought he knew that it’s me… But i felt a lil weird because he was being formal, like he don’t know me at all… Like, c’mon la.. Until a few days later when he asked me where do i come from.. He said that he knew that i was in the same school with him but he don’t really recognize me… I was like.. ” Helllooooo, don’t tell me u don’t recognized me…???”.. Like, pissed off jgk lar… Dah comment2 brp hari bru nak prasan… Trime kasih aa… ;p    After i told him then only he said that he recognize me.. He said that i look so much different now….. [????] Owh well, mayb i just look better than the old days………. 🙂

I know i changed a lot from the outside… But in the inside i’m still very much the same… Or mayb better… Mayb a lot more matured…. Yea rigghhhtttt….. 🙂 Haha!

 

 

April 14, 2008

Is Your Favourite Colour Blue..?

Posted in girly girl, Love N HaTe, the confession, What the....? at 6:46 pm by anne

i saw this survey in CLEO.. just one of my Fav Mag.. 😉

If i tell u to whom this survey was being asked to, u wouldn’t believe it….. Well, only to the 50 Most Eligible Bachelor of the year, i guess… 😉  Hunks whom i think just trying too hard lar… ;p

Of course i change it a bit to suit a ladyyy like me… 🙂

 

I live by the rule: Life goes on… and on… and on…. (titanic version) ;p

The nicest thing a man’s said to me is…: “Cantik u malam ni”.. uh-oh.. 😉

What’s the craziest thing that you’ve done?: Put up a finger to an umpire in a hockey match…. [?????]

What were you teased about as a child..? : I was so chubby… hehe… so, go figure~ I just think that it hurt me emotionally & personally back then.. but growing up like that, i just learned how to stand up for myself & I just don’t give a damn about what they say… I guess it just turn me into a person with a strong personality… 😉 

Which reality TV show would you like to be on..? : I would love to be on American Idol~!!!!! But wait… I think i won’t even last a week in that show… haha! Fear Factor will do… 😉

You know you’ve made it when..: I have a million dollar in my bank account & i have a happy family… I would make sure that my parents are taken care of nicely… I want a work that i can really enjoy. Nothing stressful… hopefully… 🙂

The celeb I’d most like to wake up next to is..: Wentworth Miller. BIG FULLSTOP! ;p

If i could be a guy for a day, the first thing i’d do is….: I’m not telling yaaa…. haha! >;)

I’m most active when…: I’m playing my favourite sports, dancing.. Shopping… When i’m around friends.. I just can totally goof around. I think im this witty and happy-go-lucky type, i guess… 🙂

The things about a guy that gives the butterflies in the stomach: When he looks deep into your eyes when he confesses his feelings.. The way they look at you.. All about their eyes… 😉 A great personality.. Sense of humour never hurts… 😉 

(¯`•..•´¯)

Posted in What the....? at 3:35 pm by anne

I had like tonnes of things to post but i couldn’t. U know why…?????? The wireless internet connection here totally sucks & i hate it that i can’t access the internet. Like, WTFcuk..? I couldn’t get on9 for 2 days. 2 LONG DAYS…. As in 46 hours.. As in 276o minutes… As in 165600 secs… (*&^%%$&*&%&^**&^^%##$@!#!$^) It got me cursing silently. God!  I swore i will complain to the administrator if i can’t on9 today, but thankfully i can..

Now let’s take a deep breathe… Sorry u readers had to bear with me as i was complaining.. 😉

I wanted to email the pics during Fesco to my seniors, they wanted to put it in our MCC (Malay Culture Club) blog,  but i couldn’t email it as promised. I’ll email it after this. It’s all becoz of this stupid internet connection la…! Tension jer..  😦

I’ve been really busy with exams. (oh, should i mention it everytime..?) But i’m not stressed out or anything.. Oh, is it a bad, baad sign..? That i’m not stressed out now..? I should, shouldn’t i…? 😉

Bio paper just now… Well,….. sucks…….. 😦  Lain yg baca, lain yg kluar…. It’s about carbon cycle..??? while what i read about was Nitrogen cycle.. I knw la abt Carbon cycle but the question was like………….. “what does this question wantt??! Dammit!” … & there is this question about GPP and NPP.. This one sucks more.. Give me headache like shit & i so totally have no idea on what does it want… It’s not about what to memorize, it’s about what u can interpret from that….. Sickening when i think about i aced this paper bfore, & now i just hope i pass.. 😦

Tomorrow i have Unit 2 physics paper. I don’t know whether i wanna take the trial paper or not.. I’m so not ready & i hate the topics. It’s about electronic & bla bla… I hate it, hate it, hate it, hate it…..!!! It’s just soooooooo hard to fathom the theory of the topics.. I’m totally clueless.. But, it’s not like i totally hate physics.. i do like some of the theory topics.. But this topic put the ‘B’ in BLURR, if u know what i mean.. ;p

Owh yea…. I’m bored as hell becoz i havent gone out to hang lately. I can’t wait until Wednesdayy.. Have some plans with friends.. 😉 

I’m working on a video clip. It’s a secret i can’t tell…………. 🙂 If i tell u, i have to kill you.. haha!

April 12, 2008

……….

Posted in the confession at 3:00 pm by anne

this is like a really2 quick post from me bfore this laptop battery depletes.. Shoot~ i don’t knw what’s wrong with the wireless connection here.. I can’t get the connection from my room, so i hv to go out a lil bit to this lil ‘TV-hall’ in the same floor with my room… The battery is 13% remaining & im still typing.. u should see how fast i’m typing over here.. The trial exam is still going on, except that today is saturday & there’s no exam in the weekend. If there is, i’m soo gonna sue this college.. haha..

Shit~ I’m bored as hell… I wanna go out… I wanna go shopping… I want to watch a movie or something… 

SOMEONE GET ME OUTTA HERE~!!!!!!!!!!!!!  

April 9, 2008

1:45 am

Posted in Love N HaTe, the confession at 1:44 am by anne

Somehow i think i’m addicted to this shit. C’monn.. It’s not my fault, is it..? It’s not because of, i always have anything interesting to write either. Some days are just plain boring & it can’t be more chronic. I think the reason i created this blog simply because i know that my big bro have one. I never been so interested before this, until i heard from the Jpa Officer, that the Jpa scholars aren’t allowed to have a blog. Heee… Challenge is the way to go, mike! ;D

Well, of course what the officer meant was, an offensive kind of blog. Offensive here means Political, a subject which will make me yawn everytime i hear about it. C’monn.. People fighting for a seat which they know will give them all the respect from people & the most important thing for them is MONEY…? I don’t believe in all these craps. I only believe in people who fight for their own rights. Call me shallow, but i’m all about human rights & free thinking.  

I am sitting here & typing in front of my roommate’s PC. Why do you think i’m not using my own..? Simply because i hide it somewhere i can’t reach easily. Weird? Talk about self-adjusting. I’d do anything to adjust this whole thing evolving around me. Somehow i think my addiction to internet is driving my life to a junction where i have to choose to strive hard to go up, or trotting down a road gaily towards a path where there’s no turning back.. If u’re in my shoes, which way will u choose….? Along, if u’re reading this.. We do share the same genes. We sure do~ Haha! I’m totally okay with it. My roommate is always not around just because her house is near & she can always just drive to go to class.. Boi, do i envy her..??

I can drive for nuts i’m telling ya~ But i still havent got my license yet, simply because i havent done the JPJ test altho i’ve been thru all the lessons. And that is only because i’m too busy with my studies. 😦

I’m one of the not-so-many population of Malay students in UCSI. Most of the students are Chinese, African, & Arabic(i guess). It’s soo hard to find Malays here. To have joined the dance made me realize that there are Malay students other than the Jpa scholars here.They really exist. Hehe.. They’re not imaginary either.

I’m listening to Love SongSara Bereilles.. It’s easy-listening. I love songs like that. TryNelly Furtado is also one of my all-time favourite. And yes, i think i’m an universal music listener. Sometimes i do, do, do, love songs from a few certain rock bands. I love bands too.. 😉

Shoot~… A-lvels trial exam is coming this Thursday. I’m ‘proudly’ reseating my Unit 2 Biology, Unit 2 Chemistry & Unit 2 Physics.. But i’m improving i’m telling ya~  😉

My life now is contented.

I’m the kind of person who won’t give a damn about who-so-ever hates me, & i only care about whoever loves me. It’s ok if loving someone causes someone else to hate me. I mean, that’s life. U win some, u lose some. It’s not like i havent tried to fix the situation, and realizing that the situation is unfixable now, i just let it go. Hoping that someday it will all grow new leaves & heal the broken twig by nature. Human make mistakes, they hurt each other, by words, by wrong-doings. i just hope what i do and say don’t hurt other people. I’ve been through a lot of things and they humbled me. I’m not shy to say that i’m sorry. But once again, “Show me a man without ego, & i’ll show u a loser”. Once is enough, & enough is enough. 

April 6, 2008

Festival of Colors, FESCO, UTP…

Posted in Experience, girly girl, Me Galleria at 10:38 pm by anne

FESCO

Well, here it goes…

On 5th April ’08, i’ve participated in the Festival of Colours event that was held at UTP which is situated in Tronoh, Perak. It took us almost 4 long & restless hours before we reach there. While in the bus; waiting to reach UTP, we had fun singing to ‘The Power of Love’ CD (i know, lame, lame, lame. haha!) & chatting & laughing like crazy & also cam-whoring.. 😉  Ow yea, we had FUN.

me & inaa… Abg razi captured this pic! 😉

Inside the bus… haha! There’s Reen’s mummy… 🙂

our bus is the ‘kontot’ one…. Haha!

After we arrived, we were welcomed with arms wide open by the commitee member( i think so… huhu).. & we got the most good-looking tour guide.. haha! Most of my frens went all ga-ga over him.. He told us his name is Angga Pratama. Which made me think he was only pulling our leg until he showed us his on-duty card. I went stupid & asked him, ” Are u jawa or something..? Are u sure u’re name is not Muhammad Angga..? Or smthing else…?” Which made the whole table of hungry people laughed. Yasmin my girl is sooooooo into him. Haha.. I’m sorry Angga, but i’m taken.. ;))  *prasannnn* ;p  

 It’s actually my first time participating in such event. 🙂

It was such a great experience. I was so nervous at first, but i just wanna make all the hard-ass practices we had, worth the while.

min, muaself, kak mun, n reen da cheerleader... haha!

prof dtg support oh! ;D

While watching all the other universities’ performance, we felt quite inferior because they were so great. We talked to one of the choreographer of UiTM about the duration of their practice & he was like, “we all practice nak dekat one year“. Omigod~ are u serious?? We practised for only TWO WEEKs~!

Besides, we didn’t even hire any choreographer because we already have an experienced senior dancer in our group.. But, really… Most of us don’t have any experience at all in doing traditional dance before. We felt proud of ourselves because in such a short period of time, we managed to put out our best performance… 🙂

scaryyyy

And FYI, all the dancers from most of the universities are professional dancers. I mean, they’re taking their degree in this thing. People DO take degree in Dancing, i guess. And this is their life. So we didn’t feel bad at all.. But we feel proud instead, because we begin from zero in just TWO weeks.. 🙂

About the costume & make-ups, I LOVE it all… 😉

I do my make-up myself, just asked Kak Ani to help me add on some more base make-ups.. And Reen’s mummy to tie my hair WAyy UP.. 🙂 I like her mum, so supportive & kind…. Huhu.. I miiss my mum.. 😦

sitting 2gethaa..

We did ZAPIN & CANGGUNG.. And i think the audience loved the Zapin more.. 🙂

Zapin Timmee…

I was placed quite in front of the stage, & the camera was so close to me. 🙂

colorful lights…. big screen… *luvs*

Abg Razi which is Kak Aza’s hubbyy, took the video while we were performing, I can see a lot of me on the screen.. So shy.. 🙂

Owh yea, Kak Aza(my senior in UCSI, she’s the one who helped out with the choreograph) said that, if people don’t know me, they would actually think that i’m a ‘Sabahan’. Which left me puzzled. Why oh why..?? Huhu!

with kak aza.. ;)

Actually, after talking to Kak Aza, (not la abt the Sabahan look.. ;p) i really have faith in the love i have now. Her husband & her have been dating for about 7 years, & that includes 3 years of long-distance relationship. That was while Abg Razi (which is her hubby now) worked overseas. I really think of Kak Aza, Kak Ani & all of the other seniors like my sister u’know.. And the fact that i don’t have any sisters.. I showed Kak Aza a picture of me & him, and i told her about my going to oversea to further my studies later. She said that there’s gonna be a lot of  obstacles to go through but i believe, if they can do it, why can’t us…? If he’s as strong as i am & the love we have is pure i believe we’ll make it through one day..

On the way back, i slept like a baby….

 After we stopped at an R&R, had our lunch & everything, i couldnt sleep anymore which made me end up cam-whoring againn… ;))

blablabla

And here are some ‘behind the scene’ pictures… we took it while we were practising… hehe!

Baad pics of me… LOL!

 

Mayb i’ll upload some more pics later on.. And if i’m lucky enough, some more videos.. :)) 

p/s: i’m so busy right now, trial examm is commin’ my way this Thursdayy.. Wish me luck~! 😉

I loved it doee~~ ;D

It’s like my new passion… ‘This’ is the ‘shit’ y’all…~~

 

April 3, 2008

sing that happy song again

Posted in girly girl, the confession at 9:20 pm by anne

Today i feel neutral. Nothing is fine, and nothing is not fine. Is it my fault that sometimes i turn this blog into my diary..? Ohh, just not everything can be typed here. Some things are meant to be private. Durh~  😉

I’m excited to do the performance during the traditional dance festival that’s gonna be held at UTP.  We’re gonna do a ZAPIN & CANGGUNG dance. I LOVE to do the zapin, but the canggung one is quite GEDIK, & we have to like stick our butt out… Gedik la i can say… haha! ;p  Whatever, it’s not like i care.. As long as all eyes gonna be on us.. Oh, i love performing. Sometimes i think, i inherit my mum’s talent in art like music. I mean, she can sing & she used to sing at her teenage years back then. Me? Well, i can sing too. I’ve performed before. I sing like, everytime i hear my favourite songs. I’ll totally sing along. And i won’t shut up if somebody tell me to, but i will only shut up, if somebody tell me to sing more. Haha… I’m shy. Unbelievable? Believe it.. 😉 

It’s something i learn about myself recently. I’m soooo NOT shy if i’m with my friends or someone whom i’m comfortable being with. I’m the ‘selamba’ type. If u know what i mean.. 😉  But among strangers, or someone whom i know will judge me, i will suddenly turn shy. Believe me, I don’t know why. It’s automatic i can say..

Ohh, before anybody thinks i’m self-obsessed, i better change the topic. C’monn… i’m not like that. It’s just that i want to express myself, let people know who i am.

I think it’s weird how guys are so not ‘in-touched’ with their emotions. Or maybe they’re just hiding it. Maybe they think guys who actually express their emotions out loud, are just plain ‘sissy’. I’m not sure why. Maybe they’re such an egoistic creature. My big bro once said to me, ” Show me a man without ego, & i’ll show u a loser”. Its deep. Seriously, i think it’s true. Okay, so i know a few guys who actually write about their feelings. But, to me they’re weird. Mayb guys just meant to be like that. EGO. hee… Correct me by proving i’m wrong..

Till then…. Toodles~  ;)) 

April 1, 2008

In Love

Posted in Love N HaTe, the confession at 11:59 pm by anne

It‘s weird to see someone and feel so happy.

It’s like an overwhelming feeling that u feel deep down inside.

It’s weird to pronounce someone’s name and feel like it rhymes yours.

Sometimes it just feels so silly to smile without reasons & knowing someone else noticed that.

It’s addictive when u keep staring at the picture of you and him.

It’s like a disease when all u can think about is that special someone.

It’s indescribable when he touches your hand; u’d feel like crying but instead, u smile.

It’s a mystery how he can touch your heart like no one did before, & how he always got it right.

It feels like forever when he looks deep into your eyes.

It’s something u can’t handle coz u just look away n feel shy.

It feels so sweet when he kisses ur hand & u can really read his eyes saying “I Love You”.

It’s emotional when u know he’d do anything just for you.

It’s starting to feel like u’ll never love another like u love him, & the love is so pure it’s better than them.

U know it’s unbreakable when he admits that he never loved another with his heart & soul like he loves you.

It’s touching when he says that you’re special & he wants you to be the one.

It’s a delightful feeling when he makes u feel like the most beautiful woman.

Everything that he does, they make u smile.

It’s unbearable this feeling u have when u’re far away from each other.

And how scared u feel to lose him in a way or another.

 He’s the reason I wish upon a wishing star, & pray in my prayer.

To see his smiles & to hear his laughs for the rest of my life. To have him as a shoulder to cry on and a heart to love. 

Every time I think of him, my heart skips a beat. 

U’re my only & most definite distraction, Anas Fahmi…  

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